Hey.. (if anyone is still here)

I have moved to http://yourstruly-m.tumblr.com

Yes. I love my mom. ♥

My mom says im a brave girl.
But she doesnt know i immediately collasped after she told me that.

My head is spinning, my eyes are swollen.

But i gotta stay strong, because i am a brave girl.

Lets wait & see.

Its happening, what i worry in the past, is happening. I told you, but you wouldn’t believe me.
Lesser to talk about, silence is overwhelming..

They’re right. They’re waiting for it to happen too.

I try to hold on to it. But inside, its hurting like hell.

But. When it happens, your life resumes, as usual.
So I leave no regrets. (:

AH PAPAYA.

Please ah! Dont fail me, Facebook & Msn!! ):

Please please let me go into facebook!

Please dont screw up this msn so i can talk to my fredfred! ):

AH, DONT FAIL ME LA ):

Yeah, i really do miss home.. & everything back home.. ):

So many nights, i lie on my bed & slowly think about the good times i have back home..

Weekdays; 10.20 Celeste ties scorpion for me. Charmaine makes me laugh by her awkwardness. Laura’s seat is usually empty. Sebrina says all the cold jokes. After school, either go Ehub or Whitesands to eat with the girls, or fred. (:
Tuesdays are special, because i usually spend it with my dear charmaine, or fred as we’re cca-less

Weekends: Go to cellgroup/go out with family/go grandma’s house for dinner. & services @ CHC.

The cycle repeats over and over again.. & i dowant it to stop..

Friends like them, are irreplacable (:

Im gonna be a brave girl, an overcomer, a strong girl!

Love celeste & fredfred! hehehe, will save your emails forever & ever & ever & ever!!

I cant live.. If living is without you!
(From charmaine’s wall post)!

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Hello guys, (: I have reached Sydney at 6.20 (Syd time) = 3.20 (Spore time).

It has been rather smooth so far.. (:

Landed then slept until 12 plus (Syd time) because i was too tired.. Wake up, and i miss my friends all over again ):

I think about crazy girl, I miss Charmaine.
I think about the girl who makes me feel so important, I miss Celeste.
I think about the nerd, I miss Sebrina.
I think about the latecomer, I miss Laura.
I think about macdonalds breakfast, I miss Shanshan.
I think about swimming, I miss Munmun.
I think about chicken pox, I miss Aloysius.
I think about slow & confused sotong, I miss Joey.
I think about hyperass, always laughing, I miss Vanetta.
I think about my listening ear, I miss Eugene.
I think about korean bands, I miss Weilin, Lixuan, Cheryl, Des.
I think about math genius, I miss Christal.
I think about the door, I miss Bryan.
I think about talking to my bestfriend about genting, I miss Hehan.
I think about cca, I miss Afiqah, Krismine.
I think about Abracadabra, I miss Darrell.
I think about Sorry Sorry, I miss Bennett & Ashley.
I think about bread, I miss Mr Chan.
I think about cute teacher, I miss Mrs See, Ms Boh.

I think about 518 bus ride, I miss you, my dear (:

Take care everyone, (: Anything can update me thru msn/email ^.^
I will skype/oovoo only after i settled down in my house! Hehe, shall blog again soon.

Thanks everyone, for giving me such a wonderful memory (:
I love it, & i mean it.

Insert smiley face;

Today morning C came over to my house cause we both pon-ed the most exciting event of the year, X-country (: After that we went to polyclinic to take MC. Hee, ^.^

Went to school with M, abit late.. Because of someone! Then we changed etc, put on a very cool wristband + mask! Won 2nd, ABC SYA! Grr.

After cheering comp, went to Ehub BH (: Ate nice nice food, then went to whitesands! Laughed super much esp when we playing the PEARL GAME, muahahahahaha!

& now im sitting here, after a good shower (:

And yes,

My good friend broke his promise.
I know i forced you to promise me, but, breaking a promise is much more worse than not promising me. If you did understand how i felt, which apparently, you dont (:

Every night,

I come back home, face the mess, face her, face reality.

Anyway,

I miss Shane. Hope you have fun there (: Msg me when you’re back k ^.^ take care.

Thats it (: Last day of school. 4/7, thankyou to the max (:

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Hey everybody, listen up
4/7′s here to cheer you up
We gonna end this super fast
Winning this is a must for us

4 4 4 4 4 4 7
4 4 4 4 7 hey!

Five six seven eight
Proactive crestians we dont wait
Apple orange guava pear
Righteous crestians oh so fair
Sugar pepper chili cheese
Caring crestians contribute peace
Cola pepsi seven up
Self motivated, we will mugggggggggggggggggggg

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa choice school, a caring home
Coulomb amphere lumda ohm
Pursue and realise challenges
Nothing is possible without us

We think crestian, we think different
Thats why we are four seven
What we believe is what we’ll achieve
Hard work is all that we need to give

Tok tok tok tok

Explain fully in your own words
Mdm Kamisah teaches nerds
Log 2 256 equals 8
Mrs See bakes nice cheesecakes
Situation reason suggestion praise
Sun lao shi has a pretty face
Whose life is it anyway
Thats what Ms Shelia always says
Deterrence and diplomacy
With our teachers we’ll never get C
Cations and anions
Mrs Ang is never wrong
Always check for zero error
Mr Chan is a cool teacher

Char sao bun, chicken bun
Saranghaeyo Mr Chan!

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The most meaningful cheer in the whole entire school, (:

I love 4/7, xie xie for doing this cheer tog with me (: